Time to move on

     Every End is a New Beginning. It's hard to leave what you had. But at the moment of leaving old page you don't know how meaningful and special those days were, what you'll be loosing and always missing. At that moment there's exciting that leads to new life so you don't thinking about all these people you know, all these happy and sad days.

     It's never going to be the same. Exciting goes away at that moment you begin watch "One Tree Hill". You begin analize what kind of person you are, what's good and what's bad in your life, what kind of person do you want to be. And you realise - you changing.You are growing up like a person, in a good way. But there's sadness. Sadness of what you've left behind: all friends (that aren't that close anymore) or just some particular people, you've treated them not very well, but then you didn't give a damn about it and it was fun to tease them. But is sad because you start to think what would be your life or relationship with those people if you've been more sensitive, more thinking about others than yourself. And you want to take it back all the bad choises you've made, all bad words you've said, all selfish but in that time fun things you've done.

      Time is ticking and you'll never be able to change all these small but meaningful things. And all you can do is apologize and try to move on, not waisting any time. It's the only way to concentrate and create your new world with a better you. It's time to live this new life and create a damn good memories!